To Love a Schizophrenic"Schizophrenia can be degenerative, meaning it worsens over time. Each psychotic break or episode can cause damage and without intervention the long-term result could be continuous psychosis."To Love a Schizophrenic
I must accept that one day he may not believe I am who I say I am. If we are together forever that eventually his mind may deteriorate to not remember much of what we once were. It kills me to think that one day the romance we have may be injured by the fact that he may barely know who I am. The fact is I'm in love, and this is something love must endure. I will let time take its course, and if the schizophrenia takes its course as we
Mercy of the CourtI'm on my knees begging the fates, please don't take my love from me. At least not for long,Mercy of the Court
please.
I'm in love, please don't take him away from me. Don't take my baby from me. He's all I've got right now.
No one has ever loved me until he came along, I don't want to ever see him pulled from my side. I'm in tears, please believe me when I say I could never do without him.
Have mercy, please.
I don't want him to change, I don't want our love to change. I don't want him to get hurt. I need him so much. I love
Demolition.My throat is burning, but I wasn't really screaming. Silence bounces off the walls, I don't understand myself.Demolition.
I collapse to the floor, in my mental and physical pain, exhausted, wondering how I could go so wrong. I'm struggling to keep my head above water.
I feel as if I am in a box, and I cannot get out. Countless hours I spend, pushing here and pushing there.
I've got a blade in my hand, and I'm clutching it tight, blood seeping from the creases. But I cannot use it to get out.
This tool cannot get me out of the box,
Don't Mind MeI asked for help, one day when I was feeling severely sick. No one seemed to want to help. When I mentioned my despair to two others later on, I was leapt upon, so to say. In a way I was told I shouldn't think I have people to help me.Don't Mind Me
So I guess I can never assume people will ever help me. I can never think that people will help me when I ask. I guess that's how much my life is worth, and how much I'm worth to all those around me. It's unfortunate, also, how I have no close friends. Any closeness between the one or two friends that I considered, is gone now.
I'm in Love
Adoration
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There is a fine line between genious and insanity, and I believe I crossed it long ago.
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